Ain't It Crazy?

My mind seems blank,
The only thought crossing my streets,
How we had the competition on smash,
And the school marching at our beat,
Many hated,
As we demonstrated,
And accomadated,
Trends with swagger as I see today,
For us are outdated,
Hurt,
When reality struck that you weren't coming back,
Angry,
When them crocodile tears leaked off of these no goods,
Grace,
What they mocked, knowing well that's what they lacked
But because I see the lies between their wheeps,
Some how, now im misunderstood...

Last One!

I try to put your voice together,
But the memories seem faint,
You been gone soo long,
Tears are difficult to tame,
Everyone say's,
"He's in a better place now"
But how the fuck?
Are does words suppose to help me smile?
You showed me the ropes,
Gave me grace and style,
As well agonizing memories,
Wish that I was senile,
Now ima let you rest in peace,
But I hope you don't forget me,
Evidently,
I miss you more than ever,
As sadness fills me slow in gently.

How Ironic!

I can't help but to find it strange that in a court of law,
the first thing you see in a court room are the words
"IN GOD WE TRUST"
But yet, decisions or better said "Final Judgements"
are made by a person who isn't GOD!

It is...WHAT IT IS!

A whole world with Amesia wont forget your name,
God knows since you left, shit ain't been the same
But I guess Destiny is the bitch to blame, still,
I try to heal the pain but the fact remains,
That your gone out of sight, no more right hand man
No MORE Dynamic DUO,Now a ONE MAN BAND,
So I try to make the best of the time that Im given
And my apologies for sayin that Im tired of living,
All I ask from you now, Is don't forget the kid,
Watch over me and mama dukes, and the rest is did,
As for me, ima do my best to fulfill my dreams,
For us both my brother, see you when I get there...

Forced To Let Go!

Started a new chapter in my life,
But sadly you aren't here,
The fact that you were never coming back,
Is something I didn't expect to hear,
The pain is OFF THE CHARTS!
Sometimes feeling to disappear,
Everytime we have to celebrate without you another year,
Today I say im miss you,
I love you and its sincer,
But everyday I wake up still wishing THAT YOU WERE HERE!
Destiny is a BITCH,
So i'll never name a kid after her,
Because the last phone call I sent out to you,
She didn't let you answer!

Another Day In My Shoes!

Life isn't always a walk in the park, sometimes you run into detours that lead to a jungle where you don't have to struggle to get in, but you must fight with your last inch of energy to get out. We live in a society where, the strong survive and the weak dosen't even get considered. And this is where my story begins.

First Blog...Last Thought

It's super late already, about to be 3 a.m., finally done with all this homework. That's the college life for you.
I actually feel like im on the verge to accomplishing something important in my life. Im exhausted, but I feel good! Till next time...